difficult days-
the roadside fisherman hawks
yesterday’s catch
Tag Archives: longing
googling earth
googling earth
I zoom
back
before everything changed
the world rushes up and
there
in morning shadows
our house
pausing
I look among the shades
to see
if our father
is in the yard
almost child
the almost child
having lost its way
along with its potential
wandered
into unbidden places
and failed
to journey home
another old one
eyes opened wide
I have journeyed
past all imaginings
to the deep spaces
where tempests of longing
warp the fabric of my reality
sending me reeling
tumbling
falling
I have made you up
a thousand times
miracle of never
even with eyes closed
I see you
still
fruit salad
making fruit salad
my lifeline glows
in mango juice
I imagine
deep and auspicious meanings
magically
wielding the knife
the orangy liquid
runs down and wraps
around my wrist
to the pulse point
a sacrificial bracelet
the moment of dreams
passes
and I
drop the mango pieces
into cold
stainless steel